Can You See???

I never lost it; just somehow ended up putting the pen down.

Something like a crown; sometimes the issues just weighs me down.

But the fight never left; although the 12^th round is as of yet.

A different season, a different reason, different territories, different leaches.

I throw my hands up and ask to be released.

Can you see?

The emotions on my shoulders;

The identity crisis hovering over;

or the grown man stuck, with no stroke, to swim ashore.

Nah...it’s not all over!

Progression is a must, procrastination move over.

Destiny’s whispering my name and I want to know her.

Misunderstandings…we now have closure.

Can you see?

I’ve been cut from the finest of cloth.

My decisions haven’t always been the best;

But growth said keep walking.

I want to bounce back;

the down-side is that I first have to bounce.

So because my patience doesn’t align with your waiting;

Doesn’t mean I’m not somewhat in the park.

Can you see?

That I followed the model plan.

But my mission is still incomplete.

Without a vision and ambitions;

I swear, I couldn’t really see.

Stuck in a system that’s solely designed for me.

However, I take the pledge to be different;

my soul one must seek.

Can you see?

The difference in my tone, the way that I walk.

My hairs have been numbered on my head;

I must stand apart.

No matter their definition,

I’m one to be defined.

And why my God continues to work;

I’ll be the one continuing to climb.

I can’t tell the future; but I sure do believe;

that when you actually open your eyes to me, then you will surely see.